Let's Delay Our Misery

Mood: Umm...
iTunes: Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry

Interesting things have been happening in the middle of the night...Why do I manage to feel the exact opposite of the way I felt during the day?

Maybe everyone's like this, but no one else really notices because tey can manage to sleep. I don't sleep. I'm like a robot, I'm thinking. I stay up till midnight to 1:30am talking, then I fill the rest of the night with reading, and crosswords, and taking pictures, and whatever else I can find to entertain myself. I don't know, I just don't like sleeping. I do, for maybe three or four hours a night...but I know that's not enough.

I want to grow up and get this over with. I want to know where I'll be in 8 years, and who with, and what I'll be doing...

I have a lot of thought...am I being ridiculous?

I don't expect you to be able to answer that.

-megan.