I Have Nothing To Say

Actually I have lots to say, I just can't say it.

There are a lot of things I can't say and I don't think I cn even put into words how absolutely fucking frustrating I find that. In fact, I would say that I haven't cried because I was sad or hurt in a very very long time, it's mostly always been because I was so annoyed with my crazy inability to just SAY it.

I'm officially the worst, but also the best. And, my wrist and ankle hurt so bad I think I might just amputate.

-megan.